”“That may be true for you, Brad. I will be at least as nervous. However, I did talk to your mother and she said good things about me to you. I am...more scared of your sister and your former girl friend. I would hope she has found someone new.”We finished our breakfast without a plan for Melissa and Paul. There wasn’t much we really could do anyway. They would have to work it out for good or ill. We went to our classes planning to meet at ten at my lucky spot.We had no classes until the. "I never thought about it." She looked at me with a look somewhere between horror and sorrow and said, "Brian, I should have thought about that before I tried to get you to have sex with me. Will you hate me if I stop?"Instead of an answer, I kissed her like a lover, and pulled her nightgown back together for her. My smile said it would all work out fine, and I held my hand out to Tammy in a silent gesture to join us in bed. Tammy hesitated, then crawled up from the foot, slid under the covers,. I stripped off my wetsuit and lay down on my towel. I look at guys as well as chicks, but I try not to let the blokes see I’m doin’ it.I suppose you’d say I was bi, but the truth is that I loved Gazza and I thought that if I ever got someone else, I’d rather get a bloke than a woman. I didn’t want to get married and settle down. And though I loved women and fuckin’ women – that moment when you slide into a wet pussy has to be one of the best around – I didn’t want responsibility and all that. He had emphasized that you must be mature, resolute, secure in yourself, and calm. But most of all he stressed that you must keep your mind open. Recently, as the big day neared, you sensed that he was uneasy about it yet he assured you that the moment would not be delayed. Tonight, at precisely 8:44 pm, all would be revealed.What could it possibly be? You already had everything a guy could want. You lived here with your family on a massive and opulent estate. The old manor house was ancient.