She took another quick pass through the apartment and came back saying, "Should do for now.".......Amanda had texted back saying how since it was so c...ld I should pick up some stuff to make a big pot of chili. So after a stop by the store we headed home. We unloaded the car and had just started putting stuff away before Cory started crying. I picked him up out of the car seat and made a face at Julie, "Ew! Somebody needs a change."She laughed and said, "... And you're telling me because...?" Oh. I wasall freshly scrubbed and had brushed my teeth. I inspected the clothesI'd worn and amazingly they were practically spotless, but theydefinitely smelled like a certain kind of smoke. How could someone yakthat much and not get any on herself? It was a mystery I was glad not tohave to solve. Despite having a brain that felt as if it was madecompletely out of chewed up Bubblicious bubble gum, I started a laundrycycle which made me look like the best daughter in the world.Then I spent most of. "Okay this is what you have to do Freak. You think long and hard tonight and this weekend. Don't leave the apartment. When I come back Sunday you need to either give me a list of every person in your life and how to contact, them including your job and family. I want your email addresses, personal and work, and the passwords for them. You need to have your bank account info, online password there too. I want a signed, hand written note that says you are a freak who worships his black. Then Kenny started staying at his place. It was killing me, I became quite depressed, though I was trucking on with my school work. Luckily Thanksgiving break came around, so I didn’t have to deal with school work. But I started drinking more, hating when Kenny wasn’t with me, but loving that she was happy. One day she came home to see me laying on the couch with a beer at hand. ‘What’s wrong Ry?’ She’d ask concerned. As much as I did love her, I couldn’t help but hate her when she was with.