I haven't been in a while, Spencer thought it was better if I... took some time. I think it would've been better for me to go to school. It would've b...en hard but... there's too much time to think here. I go out, but all I do is think. I stay in, all I do is think. I'm sick of thinking. We haven't done iCarly in a while either. I said we should, I said I could, but... Carly and Freddie said to wait. To take some time. I'm sick of taking time. Sick of people telling me how to feel. I feel like. When you've got a pair of 34D's you're likely to get some lustful stares, but a few stares I can live with. I suppose it was my own fault, I shouldn't have chased after those guys, but then that's my job now. The trouble started when I caught them."What are you guys up to?" I asked sternly struggling to get my breath back.At first they didn't answer but were content to watch my chest rise and fall as I caught my breath."Nothing," said the ringleader after a short while."Why did you run then?" I. " of The Beatles was released - in July exam partiesShe danced all evening only with me, not even once with the glamourous bass player who wantedShe felt like she would be my first ever steady girlfriend - and she is only one year youngerFate decided differently - she left next day with her parents on holiday for four weeks or moreJust before she would be back, my folks would leave with all of us for our boring Summer holidayHot as I got from longing for her, I developed a fresh interest in my. "Are you going to stay?" "Well I guess. My keys are in the room with them and I'm definitely not going to get them now" He nodded and got up. Moving directly in front of me. I was so tiny compared to him. Only 5'4" and a whole 110 lbs. I was a little more than intimidated. He must have seen my panic because I could see his grin in the tv light. "So how old are you?" he asked. "nineteen." He nodding leaning down so he was on my level. For the first time I noticed his eyes. They were green with.