Oh what I wouldn't give for that. But that was not possible now.Think! I told myself. You love and ache for them much too much to just sit around and ...ccept that this is the end. It couldn't be. There had to be another way. Think! I needed to come up with a plan. All right what options did I have? Only one I could think of; I had to find a way back to 1980.Okay, now that you have a plan, implement. Right.The first thing I needed to do was collect as much information as possible. In the morning. "Please, Jesse. I've never even seen a dildo before, much less used one. Please? I won't tell your Mom."She was still trying to blackmail me, damnit! "Fine, whatever. You can use my bed."She took the dildo down carefully. "It's warm" she marveled."Just hurry up, okay?" I ushered her into my room.As I turned to leave I heard her call. "Jesse? Could you help me? I don't know how to use it."Sighing, I went back in. Amber was already lying on the bed, her t-shirt falling to join her. It felt like I was being carried along on a wave and not sure when it would crest or on which shore it would land. Sure, I’d had girlfriends before ... some of whom were lovers too. But this was different ... or at least it felt different. She was a more confident and complete woman than those in my past. At twenty-five years old, it wasn’t as if I’d had a catalogue of female friends, but I wasn’t inexperienced. This, however, was unique. It took me quite a while to get to sleep that night.I’d. It’s human nature to be selfish, and that can mean people will hurt others who can’t stop them.”“So, what? We just stay here until we die?”“I don’t want to just sit here,” I put in.Abby lifted a hand for emphasis. “I’m not saying we should. We can, yes. There are enough supplies around here to last us, until they expire, at least. Unless there are people around to stop us, we can go into any building we like. There are libraries and schools with books on how to do everything, hospitals, stores.