You were going to take me some place and teach me to dance. When is that going to happen? Seems like you were going to take me and Mom out to dine bec...use you wanted us to expand our social life. By the way, when was the last time you took some pretty lady out to eat or to bed for that matter?”I had no answer and I didn’t want to argue. “Danica, go upstairs and tell Ann it is time to go home with Dad. I’ll think about what you have said. I’ll be home about eight thirty.”“When are you going to. Jesus. I was disgusted with myself. What was wrong with me?"You're in love with John." She said it like it was a statement.I could only nod."And you didn't know it?"I shook my head."How could you not know? We've known for years!" I dunno!" I wailed, and then was brought up short as the rest of her statement sunk in. "What? What do you mean?" Oh honey. You had no idea? That's so sad. We've known for years you were in love with him. Everybody knows you carry the biggest torch for John. I can't. I just..” she tried to say as I began to kiss her more.Nothing was going to stop me. I inched my hand down her side and laid my hand on her soft stomach, slowly running it up her shirt, feeling her breast in my hand. Her nipples were hard. I knew it. She wanted it.. I lift her shirt over her head, throwing it on the ground. I sit there staring at her innocent body sitting on my bed, with the look of horror in her eyes. Why was she scared?“Leave it to me…leave it all to me…” I Said softly as I. Brandon could see how it confused me, not that I objected, I just got confused, and whispered to me ‘Means black owned’ as I knelt there before him so I felt a little better about it then cause at least I felt like I understood it, and even if ‘owned’ seemed like a big exaggeration well it least it was meant in good fun. Then they let Barney replace Brandon for a few of the same shots which made it nice cause I was able to smile up at him before I buried my face in his crotch. Which he liked..