And they'll pick it up sooner or later, Ashley and his people, won't they? Oh, God, I hate leaving here, we've made such a wonderful life for us, and ...ittle John is getting close and I wanted so much for him to have it, too, but I know we can't stay." We're not running any more, Lee," I said firmly. "We are going to stay. Sooner or later this was bound to happen, this or something like it, and I'm ready for it. We stay put and ride it out. Let me tell you what I have in mind." And I did.The. She was wearing sexy black undies and looked stunning. I offered to help remove her bra which was low cut and held her breasts up to show a superb cleavage (and she willingly let me!) She has lovely large round, quite firm breasts with small pink nipples."Might it relax you a bit more S, if we kissed those lovely breasts," I asked hopefully. She just nodded and lay back on the sofa. Her nipples were already erect. She offered me her right breast and M started sucking at the other and she lay. I figured I had better hit him once, at least, to get his attention, make him focus- I didn't want him comming at me sloppy. The rest of the gang were making bets on how long I would last, and surprisingly the leader was putting off bets on the forth swing by Man Mountain. That reinforced my desire to make it happen! I centered myself, focusing in the moment, it was a good day to die. What I ment by that thought was that living or dying was aside of the issues at hand, of what I wanted to. Of course this was nonsense, as I was much too introverted to do anything like that to her. It had always been her who would do those things to me, then insisting I do to her whatever she did to me.There were other scenarios too, like I would take hold of her ankles and hold her legs up in the air for her as I would 'make' her give herself a rub. Then again through her bloomers at first, and on to exposing herself till she had two or three cums then I'd let them down. Another was similar where.