What a nice day, warm sun beating down on me, no one around and just myself here to relax. I must have dozed off for awhile, and must have been dream...ng about something very hot. Because I woke up with my hand rubbing the bikini bottom right over my cunt and it started to get very wet. I woke up and looked around, at first I wasn’t sure where I was, but I soon remembered that I was sunning myself in the backyard. I was very hot and horny because of my dream and thought about heading into the. You shiver against me as my lips find and travel up your neck. Rippled with gooseflesh all over, your hard nipples brush against mine, rigid buds that plead for more contact. Your leg hooks over my hip and you pull yourself closer. The wave of heat, now free, makes me twitch below, makes my body act on pure reflex. I run my hand down your neck and move my lips to yours again, deeply kissing while I run a nail over that sensitive spot on and below the collarbone that always melts you. I want to. I leaned against the wall and the tears came flooding down my face.I know why it happened. I got full of myself. I had worked on Mira and that had turned out pretty well. Then I watched while Mum and Nana worked on Aunty Janice – I even helped a bit – and that worked out pretty well. It got so I stopped thinking about what could go wrong if I messed up. That’s why I took on Dad like that. But Mira’s problems are like nothing compared to what’s wrong with Dad. I got so full of myself that I. It was my friend’s assistant in the gallery that quit right before a big show that I helped jump in to make happen and also another friend was in need after a bad break-up. Life stuff, it happens, so I did not get to dole a ton of attention to my neighbor. It was nice, although I cannot believe that I am actually admitting it, not to be consumed with having him. When we were together it was pretty chill and enjoyable not putting pressure on him for anything more than what we had been doing. By.