But which one? Even as he asked the question he knew the answer. At least he knew which one he wanted it to be. If he could make it happen. That was g...ing to be the hard part - making it happen.Even though he was ashamed of himself for what he had done to Shawna the night before what he had done had been beneficial. He hadn't realized how much he had kept bottled up inside after Shawna's confession. It had all come out of him as he took her and used her and yes, abused her. It was as if he had. "Oh..... I've fingered myself a time or two." Trying to be as bold in my reply.I slipped my hand in his underwear and gently began playing with his cock and balls. Barry grabbed a tube of lube next to him and squirt some on his fingers and, pulling my panties aside began to slip a finger in, while looking in my eyes. It was like, he was feeling this strange sensation too..All these experiences, were overwhelming to say the least. I had to struggle to keep from orgasming and looking like a. ’ The funny thing is, I didn’t want to go out at all. I had sworn off women after a nightmare of a break-up with a woman who really made me consider, for the first time in my life, whether or not life was worth continuing. I wasn’t suicidal or anything, but I had decided that I was destined to be either alone or in a miserable relationship, the only two choices I had experience with so far. Of those two choices I had decided that I would be happier alone and to just exist and chill instead of. "Hmm, doesn't it usually take nine?" I grinned."Well," Cindy chuckled, "maybe when you're rich..." That broke us all up. Maybe today would turn out okay after all.Greg and Cindy headed for their lockers as Beth and I turned off to find ours. My lady managed to get us assigned to adjacent lockers somehow. I didn't know how and I wasn't going to ask.After we dropped our stuff, we started down the hall toward our homerooms. As we got to Beth's, she pulled me out of traffic for a quick kiss."Mr..