” I stopped. But I was smiling at her and she knew the matter was not over. “Do you want to do it?” I blatantly asked. She looked at me and I si...ply said, “I don’t want to offend you, but if you want it there is nothing wrong in it.”She was silent and next moment I remember, we were in room and I had taken off her clothes and she was lying naked in front of me. I asked her to be comfortable and started fingering her. She never asked me to stop. She was so tight that even my two fingers were. I kept working away, making progress but at a frustratingly slow pace. The pile of clippings was now approaching a small mountain, and I was sure Cyn wouldn’t need to buy garden mulch for years. I ran out of fuel and had to take a trip down to the gas station, and bought a second can which I filled as well. By the time the girls got home from school I was still only halfway through the back yard, and the remaining overgrown section still looked intimidating. Kat brought me a drink and offered. Few minutes she was talking about her past, children etc. They had 3 girls and 2 boys. He was really a MAN. But i was not really participating her as i wanted to rest. It was small house with one room acting as living cum bedroom and other as kitchen. Rooms were very small. There was only one bed on which he slept and we both ladies slept on ground with mattress. He shut the main light and it was all dark. I also slept after few minutes after waiting for some action. At midnight I realized. But in this world of make believe I had not expected the strong feelingsI was now having. In feeling both wanted and that I was part ofsomething at last I had found something that I both wanted and neededI had not expected to be saying upon my first visit to my mother'smosque "I bear witness that there is no God worthy to be worshipped butAllah and I bear witness that Muhammad is the messenger of Allah."But here I was, saying it to the Iman, who said, "I am proud that youhave returned to Islam.