She had adapted to the costume that I required her to wear and was finding it easier to accept the role that I had placed her in. It was also fascinat...ng to see her reaction to my direction of her sexual activity. Meriel James had not spoken of his wife's sexual drives and, of course, I had not asked but somehow I felt that she might have found it difficult to submerge her own desires or priorities in deference to his. She had exhibited was a lustful abandon in response to my direction of her. I wrote:'Both of us dress in sexy lingerie and make love'I folded the paper in half and handed it to her and she handed me hersheet. My mouth was dry and my heart was beating harder than I had everknown.I opened her sheet.'I would like to go out into public places and secretly expose myselfwhile you take pictures'Wow that should have been my fantasy not hers."Fantastic!" I said.She opened mine and her smile faded. "I was not expecting this!" she saidwith a very quiet voice, "I think you had. ‘He was a true artist, and a good reporter.’ Barbra nodded. ‘He was,’ she said. ‘And a great husband.’ ‘You were lucky,’ Mary said. ‘Husbands like him are rare.’ Barbra smiled. ‘Thank you,’ she said. Mike had been as handsome as John, she thought, in a slightly ragged way. He’d been less smooth, less poised, perhaps. But oh, oh, oh, how she missed him still. ‘I don’t talk about him much, you know,’ she said. ‘But he is often on my mind. It’s about a year ago now…’ ‘Poor girl,’ Mary said, and. If only she knew how desperate I was to taste that cum in her mouth and to experience exactly what she has just experienced. The thought of a hard cock in my mouth and hot salty semen on my tongue instanly made me hard again. I had to put the thought to the back of my mind and discuss the matter of leaving my wife temporarily to return to the UK.Claire took the news remarkably well and before I knew it I was on an American Airlines flight into Heathrow, having had a magnificent sexual send off.