Right?Surely. I mean, I had brazenly gone to a professionals' office andshamed myself, shown a grown mature adult man of impeccable reputationmy disg...sting little fetish. There's not a chance in hell he'd acceptme as a patient again. Surely.But then, I thought, there was that look on his face. I mean, I don'tthink I was imagining it. Was I?I bounced back and forth between abject shame and embarrassment towondering, from utter anger at myself for being so stoned that I forgotI was wearing. When he returned, Shivani was done feeding the baby and was putting her back to sleep.Rahul came and stood beside Shivani as they both stood and looked at their daughter peacefully sleeping in the cradle. Rahul put his hand around Shivani’s waist and pulled her closer, and kissed her forehead.Shivani: I still got milk in my left boob. Want to help me out?Rahul: Just like I did when I was a child? With pleasure.Rahul and Shivani got on the bed. Rahul sucked on her left boob and drank nice warm. I'm going to screw this up. Hell, I was all thumbs trying to pull those zippers down. Why didn't they do it for each other? Oh, I guess it must be some type of symbology or something. Uh, I did that for Evie when we got married the first time, he remembered.Eyeing the bottle of expensive wine in the ice bucket, he almost reached for it. No. You don't drink, you idiot, at least not enough to notice. I know that I'm going to screw up in there, but at least I'll do it sober. What are they doing. Both of you ... and what if you both have a girl?" So what are we supposed to do?" asked Beth plaintively."Well, I could see there being TWO girls ... but the odds would be against THREE." said Patty, as if that explained everything."What?" responded both Beth and Liz at exactly the same time. Neither of them got what Patty was talking about.Patty acted like she was lecturing five year olds. "I can see the possibility that Brian could get two girls ... women I mean ... pregnant, and that both.