Perhaps I was just seeingwhat I wanted to see, but I thought I was beautiful.I still thought of myself, though, as a man -- probably just aheterosexua... man with a gay fantasy.Finally, my year was over and it was time for me to leave my Connecticuthome at age 19 and go off to college at the University of New Hampshire.After a tearful goodbye to Mom and Dad (my sister was already off toschool in Boston), I drove off in the used car I had bought. It wasraining and a bit chilly when I got to New. I spread her lips with my fingers and teased her clit. I rubbed her clit as I sucked on and played with her nipples. She was grinding her hips with my hand's rhythm. Then I slid my middle finger up into her hot hole. She gasped then moaned as I finger fucked her. "Oh that feels so good," she whispered. I took her tit out of my mouth and made a trail of kisses down her stomach, stopping to lick her belly button a few times, still working her pussy with my hand. Then as I made my way down, I. My heart was pounding inside my chest as if it were about to bust! Next thing I recall was Ed’s hand between my wife’s legs as he pushed the crotch of her panties aside and was either massage her pussy or fingering her! Whatever he was doing her moans clearly indicated that she was enjoying it! It was then that I heard her say, “My God! It’s huge! Look honey! Have you ever seen anything this big? I want some of this! NO! I want all of this!”, as she massaged Ed’s black monstrosity! I was too. And then I asked him to take the car to the other street which was on the backside of the apartments. He took me to that street and he parked his car in a dark place and started kissing me wildly! Eventually, I too started kissed him back and that was my first kiss.He slowly started to massage my boobs. He put his hand into my top to touch my bare boobs. He was the only person who had touched my boobs till date!Then, he started unzipping his pants. He was not wearing any underwear and started.