I am masturbating because the thirst for that feeling is driving me insane. Harry sent me my favorite flowers and my favorite chocolates and I am sur...ounded by this sweet smelling mist. This is the most romantic thing a guy has ever done for me so I long for that feeling Harry gave me, bliss. But I cannot go to Harry. He will think I am weak and I am not going to portray myself as weak in front of him or Ron.”“I understand but you eventually will have to forgive him or he will be. Today's fracas was going to cause him a GREAT deal of trouble, so it had to be someone else's fault, and he was laying the blame squarely on my shoulders.I let him rant and rave, hoping it'd just be a short-term letting off of steam. I spent the time thinking about what I should do if it was more than just steam. I didn't want a war with the Principal, and I certainly didn't want to declare one unnecessarily, but I definitely didn't like the idea of him declaring war on me and my not defending. "Oh sorry, I was just ... thinking!" she said, trying to cover up her inattentiveness."Now what could be so distracting to such a pretty young girl as you?" he said, knowing he had her off-guard."It doesn't matter," she said.The two of them talked more and Tanya-Lynn began to feel more and more attracted to him. Blake seemed to know just what to say and just how to say it to win her over. It was as if he already knew her. It would have been spooky, had she not been so engrossed in the biker.. “Far away from reception.”“How important is that, really?” Elyse asked. “With the open first floor, there’s a nice wide stairway that leads from upstairs to just behind reception.”“I suppose. I was just thinking about bathroom coverage, but I guess an extra fifteen seconds to get to the front isn’t a big deal.”“Everyone is OK with the interior conference rooms on the second floor?” I asked.“It’s not like there’s a view out the windows,” Cindi laughed. “And the skylights with diffusers will give.