I lit the ciggie and was smoking and we were making small talk. He came near me and started fondling my boobs and bums. I rubbed him over his pants an... thought of playing with him and said ' Why don't you get naked and play with me ?' He said that might be a bit too much, but I said ' come on , you want to have fun with me don't you?'He was silent for a few seconds then he said' you also remove your top and bottom' . We went in the coach and to my cabin and got undressed. He came out fully. My eyes dance as your erection springs free. You kiss from my belly button up my body. Your lips dance over my breasts again and up my neck back to my lips. My fingers dance lightly over your back and up and down your arms. My fingertips touch your skin so soft it is almost like feathers. They dance across your chest feeling the muscles just beneath the skin. My eyes lock with yours as I run my fingertips around to your back and then down your arms. My hands gently grip your biceps as I feel. ...it is a duck!!!That is what she had said. Physically, behaviourally, emotionally. So she has made me look the part, and retail therapy for my mood, and crying at the drop of a hat.... I'm starting to act and feel the part.I have to stop this.I suddenly feel in danger of losing myself. Succumbing.... and becoming something else. Something.... I don't know what."I am Dave Palen.. " I say. Tentatively at first. Like I'm not convinced."I AM Dave Palen." That's better. My resolve is steeled."Now. ”“Mom, I’m sorry, but this can’t wait.” (I wasn’t kidding there).I scurried out of the room and Hideki got up to follow me. Instead of going to the rest room, I led him outside to the garden. As soon as we were safely out of anyone’s sight, I dropped to my knees and unzipped his pants. His cock was so hard with pre-cum glistening to my delight. I took his cock in my mouth and pressed my face into his body, savoring the taste of his sex. He was hard, eager and ready and soon after I was blessed.