G. I’m cumming.’ I could feel it would be a massive load. Even as Carmen looked passionately up into my eyes, she continued sucking and slurping a... hard and as fast as she could around the top few inches of my solid cock. Emitting a low roar I could feel my huge cock expand even more and my balls tighten. Seconds later I climaxed and my cock exploded violently in Carmen’s wet mouth. Incredibly huge globs of thick, hot cum blasted the back of Carmen’s throat, coating her tonsils and pumping hard. ." They all knew the risks before we entered that warehouse. I gave each and every one of those officers the choice to stand down if they wished and all were willing to potentially make that sacrifice." It still wasn't your call to make Officer, you let your emotions rule your head and now..." I let my emotions rule my head? You think so? Of course I let my fucking emotions rule my head! That bitch, that psychopath turned my wife into ... she made her..." I'm sorry I didn't mean to bring up. I started to think about my cock frequently…I wondered what it tastes like…what it felt like in my mouth, was is hard and fleshy? I started to play with my cum more and more….even cumming in a shot glass and drinking it. I would frequently rub my pre-cum on my lips and taste it as I jacked off…I really wanted to know, needed to know what it felt like to suck a cock. I never considered myself gay, and still don’t but this desire was almost unstoppable. I had to do something about it.I. Even as I enjoyed the solitude and crowds, I was on edge.Something was wrong, and I couldn't put my finger on it.When my internal antennae go up and stay that way, it is impossible to shake it off and have fun. Once my brain tweaked to the danger, I was on full alert and ready for anything. My Glock was where it would do me the most good, and I carried several extra magazines. It was a last second decision to go heeled, and I was very glad I did, even if I couldn't see anything wrong.Lane.