I have been treating you for almost 2 weeks now, of course I foundout." I....I...are you going to say anything? I mean you knew but haven't yet" I see...you have recovered your voice" Yes, only a day or so ago, but I've been so nervous to actually sayanything." Well, to answer your question, I don't know. I don't know why youhaven't said anything yet yourself" Its just that I've been alone for so long and everyone seems to becaring for me more than if they knew I was a guy." Yes but it is not. * I knew I was different / guilt and agony - Nah, I have always had an ego that has never let me down. I knew if I did it there had to be somebody else out there that wanted to do it too, even if I didn't know them. So why feel guilty? It has to be normal to someone. * I joined the army to prove I'm not gay - Hell, I was number 347 in the draft. Remember I grew up while we were playing policeman in Viet Nam. I quit school and got a job within days of the lottery. I'm not gay either, but feel no. But how threateningcould I be now? "Change me back, or I swear, so help me, I'll..." I letmy voice trail off.The old woman picked up on it, and with an energy I wouldn't havesuspected she was capable, lunged towards me, her face just inches frommine, bathing me in spittle and horrible breath as she hacked mockingly,"YOU'LL DO WHAT?!" She sat back in her seat, still smilingmischievously. "You'll kill me? Is that what you'll do?" A few thinkwhisps of her gray, thin hair had fallen in her eyes,. P. We were staying with him in his official quarter.He was provided with a male servant Naresh, aged about 18 years and a watchman Jeetesh, aged about 22 years. In addition to that he has engaged a cook Manish aged about 23 years. It was the time, when my curiosity about sex just started; hairs were just grown in my pubic area and I was interested in gazing teenage boys and girls equally.I was inclining towards Naresh, who was just 3 years older than me. As because of same age group, I started.