I questioned behavior that I once took for granted. It took an emotional smack down from an emotional abuse victim to make me realize that toying with...another person can cause emotional pain for both of us. But somehow I had learned that toying with a man after being dumped by another was a way to get a satisfying emotional high.When one man drove me down, I liked, wanted and maybe even needed to learn that I could still get the thrill of being wanted by a man. Not just any man, because any. I told Doug I wanted to play poker and he was going to watch a baseball game and have some beers. I gave him $500 and told him to take it, just in case he wanted to play. I sat down at the table and played conservatively to get a feel for the competition. I had bought in for $10,000 but played an easy nickel and dime approach. I figured out who the fish were and who the players were. I have played thousands of hands of poker, both live and online, so I understood odds and had patience to wait. Pre cum was already oozong out of our dicks and into our stomachs. James stopped kissing me and stood up. I already knew what he wanted to do, so i positioned myself. I layed on my back and raised my legs. I rested them on James' shoulders as the tip of James' hard member pressed on my hole. Then, without warning and lube, he pushed harder and dug deeper into my hole. I moaned in agony and James didn't care. He started to pound my hole really hard. The pain subsided and pleasure came. We both. .. er ... still a virgin." I can't believe you've never used it. I know my friends would die to see this and get to touch it like this." Yeah well, I think Sarah is scared of it. She gave me a hand job once, but she wouldn't give me oral and she's already said that she's saving herself for marriage. I really like her, but I sure wish she wasn't waiting." Steve grunted as Julie started stroking her hand up and down his shaft. He sat and watched in amazement as his own sister worked her hand up.