Try as I might I couldn't open the door, and then allof a sudden my world went white and filled with a terrible noise.* * *Beep...Beep...Beep...My hea... felt numb, my body felt numb, and I couldn't feel my legs."Nurse, nurse, get the doctor, quickly - he's coming around."The sound of hurried footsteps filled my half awake mind, and thesanitised scents of hospital flood in along with them.Heavier footsteps sounded, and as I opened my eyes a tall heavy set manin a white coat entered the room."Mr. I see your hand move up to cover your heart as you turn to look me in the eyes. Fear is not what I see in your eyes but beauty and kindness as you whisper for me to come closer. Your eyes return to the bushes where the doe leapt from and stare intently. As I step up along side you and follow your gaze, I behold innocence and love in the eyes of a fawn. Realizing I’ve been holding my breath all this time I slowly exhale as I smile at my foolishness. Looking at you I see a smile that spreads. I found nothing obvious, which was to be expected, and for a time I began to suspect that there was nothing to find, or if there was, that it had been concealed so expertly that it would take a more astute mind than mine to ferret it out. But gradually I began to detect a pattern in certain financial dealings that seemed a bit curious, and upon investigating further along this path I finally came to the conclusion that there had indeed been certain irregularities in the conducting of some of. She found Ellen as she left the restroom and put her hands on her shoulders."Ellen, is something the matter? You look unwell."Ellen gave her a forced smile. "It's nothing much, Josie. Really. I'm just a bit depressed these days." But why?" Can't you guess?" No," Josie began, but then the coin dropped. "Is it about Henry?"Ellen nodded. "He was a good friend over these last years. A friend with benefits. I mean, he's still a friend, but obviously those benefits are gone and I miss them. Don't.