Damn, she was hot! For a moment there my train of thought had completely shut down. I grabbed her firm ass cheeks, and assisted every move of her hips... She totally let herself go, and relaxed her body, so I had to hold her. But since we still were in the water, she felt light as a feather. She looked in my eyes. I could see her pleasures in her facial expressions. We stopped our motion to look in each other’s faces. I gently stroked her, cheek causing her to giggle. I slowly spun around in. So good! Then I heard the loud, fake-porn moans coming out of my husband’s computer screen. The poor clueless bastard had no idea he had his own porn star in the bedroom next to his…only with my lover, I didn’t need to fake it! Had he not spent the previous three years going out of his way to be as cruel to me as possible, he could have had his own porn star in his bed every night. True, he couldn’t fill me as full as my lover was doing. But if he’d been good to me, I wouldn’t have been. Normal. Your need for adoration as an adult was out of proportion because as you matured you did everything you could to make your self-righteous father adore you like your mother, but you never really succeeded. So, you didn't want me to merely love you; you wanted, no, you demanded my adoration, something I couldn't really give you, which was the real problem in our marriage."I loved you, Steve," she whispered again and noted the past tense contained in the statement. When did she stop loving. "Sandi," Mary soothed "There has been a lot of damage. He'll never lookexactly the same as before. The changes, in and of themselves, would behard to pinpoint if someone who knew him saw him again. They wouldassume he looked relaxed and content. In essence, his new face couldlook like he would have looked if he had been born as a girl instead ofa boy." "Am I hearing you right? Sandi pursued. "People will know he looksdifferent but not know why."Mary nodded agreement."In that case, I say we go.