Thinking back on it later, as I would be forced to do over and over, I would come to believe that it would have been a good idea to show a little more...of my true feelings. I should have let my fear show. Remaining calm was a challenge to him.His expression didn't change. He didn't look angry or upset. But as he straightened up John's words came back to me and I knew that Cornell was just getting started. He was probably going to try to make me suffer as much as his buddy John did.I almost. My parents always took care of my three brothers, my sister, and me but there wasn’t a lot left over for college. I had been going out with the group and/or Caitlyn almost every Saturday. Near the end of the term, about three months before graduation, I began to have more than just friend type of feelings for Caitlyn. I thought I was falling in love with her. Great, just what I needed, a romantic relationship. Damn, the heart wants what the heart wants. The group had left us, as usual, and we. Even a normal woman can sometimes integrate the pain of, say, getting her labia caught and shoved into her on a stroke -- that generally is unpleasant for the male doing it, too, actually -- into the pleasure of the sex, because instinct says 'Don't stop!' Where do you think the phrase, 'It hurts so good!' comes from?"Toby was slowly subsiding while he absorbed information; thank God he was intelligent! "Weird," he grunted, his face a mask of confusion."Yes," Candace agreed, "but people respond. " I whispered as a small shudder moved through me. My legs felt so weak and I almost could not stand. My mind reeled and I could see him in my head like a silent movie raising his arm and flicking his wrist landing blow after blow upon my flesh. Oh I needed this pain. My pussy throbbed again and I felt myself losing control and then the blows stopped. His lips were dangerously close to my ears his breathing was heavy and ragged, his voice was the deep growl of a wild animal. "Spread your.