In order to explain this conflict, I have to go back about five years. I was in a program to help me learn about my bi polar side of my problems and m...t a lovely lady whom for the sake of this story I will call Pam. Pam was short and skinny approximately 5 feet tall and 100 pounds soaking wet. Pam is very sick mentally tho she is working to control her illness. Now normally I’m a very cautions person but when I saw Pam moving into her apartment I noticed she had only the help of an old lady who. He looked up at her with such intensity, then his gaze shifted to her mouth, his head slowly tilting back further.She took the invitation, kissing him gently, then nibbling his lower lip with her lips.He pulled her closer, hands still in her back pockets, then slid one under her shirt, up the soft skin of her back, discovering no bra strap under her baggy sweatshirt.He groaned and kissed her harder, sliding the other hand under her shirt to adore the silkiness of her.She tugged at his sweater. ." ''You weren't. Two other girls were masturbating and they were totally naked." "Well, I was getting excited about watching Bobby. I'd never seen anything like this before, and now I was starting to be part of it. But I was just looking and playing with myself a little. There was a girl there named Karen." "Yeah, Syl, she was one who was kind of behind you. She had her clothes all the way off and was wanking herself, but a lot more obvious than you were." "She disappeared with one of the. Then, like magic, all the fight went out of her and her arms went around me and she cried.I let her cry for a while, stroking her back. I realized this had really freaked her out, but all I could do was tell her it would be fine. I think I said that ten or fifteen times.Eventually she relaxed.“No it won’t,” she sighed into my neck.“Won’t what?” I asked.“Be fine,” she whispered.“Yes it will,” I insisted.“No ... it won’t!” she said, her voice firm again as she pulled her head back and looked me.