Icould be a woman. Then I got a thought for the first time, did I reallyeven think of myself as a cross dresser? I mean for over a week I wasjust be...ng a woman, Emily. I loved it. It felt wonderful and normal atthe same time. Of course I still kept having orgasms, but that was abonus that I loved too. How could I give it up? When I searched in mypurse for the front door key, I caught a glimpse of my new hair, I hadEmily's hair for real. I shuddered with a huge release of semen. Iwould. I swallowed it all. He left, but I hadn't had enough. While walking along in the back of the club, I was stopped by a black man who grabbed me from behind. What an arousing moment – I nearly came right then. While he held tightly against my back, he rubbed my ass from behind, grabbed my neck and kissed me with deep thrusting tongue. He turned me around and made go to my knees and as he pulled out his cock for me to suck. I loved sucking black cock. He said he wanted to fuck me so we walked. ..”“Shit...”“Good and bad ... of course, that’s just me guessing, but Kari obviously knows the situation, so she’d choose someone who could handle all of his feelings and reactions.”“Oh fuck...”“You don’t approve?”“I had a patient once,” Susan replied, “ strongly suspected he’d been sexually abused as a child. There were blank spots in his memory where he was told by family members he’d reacted very negatively to attending church – like collapse-on-the-ground-screaming-in-terror negatively.. I got under the blanket, but not the sheets. She turned away from me, but immediately scooted back up to me. I spooned her firmly, the sheets blocking actual contact but we could feel each other’s warm bodies.She took my outside hand and clasped it between both of hers, holding it gently. My other hand slid under my own pillow, under my head. I whispered to her.“Are you and Chuck-the-fuckless-wonder married? Kids?”She laughed, “No, neither, thank God. But we are engaged. Were engaged. I’m not.