The house still felt lonely, but I had those pictures to look at wherever I went in the house. Of course, in a way, it didn’t help that I knew anoth...r man was now getting to see her the same way, and even much more provocatively… in person… and making love with her whenever they wanted.By the middle of the next week, my loneliness was starting to hit me really hard again. I knew what I had to look forward to on Friday, but that still seemed like a long time yet and it still wasn’t my Michelle!. While Christine had done much to smooth things, I was still pissed at Siobhan. At some level I was aware that I was being unfair, but that didn't stop me.I called Roxanna to pick me up. The night before I had not minded sharing the seat with Christine, but I felt differently at O dark thirty. When we reached the house I threw open the door of a still moving car. Rational people don't do that and the rational part of me knew it. I had to get away before I did something no one could overlook.One. ‘I’ll concede that.’ ‘Good, we are making progress. I enjoy letting you be in charge most of the time.’ ‘I concede that too. You know your own mind Beth, I found that out at my own peril. I still have the bruises on my arms and shoulders where you cousins were holding me.’ ‘You just needed to be pointed in the right direction, sweetheart.’ ‘And thank goodness that you did.’ ‘You fantasize having a subservient women at your beck and call.’ ‘OK, you got me there, but that is pretty standard with. It’s rather like a firework. You light the blue touch paper and stand clear. If everything has been prepared properly then in a few short moments there will be a flash of light and an almighty explosion as the rocket is sent soaring toward the heavens. I feel this fuse has been lit somewhere in the back of my skull, almost at once the feeling spreads to my breasts and to my vagina. There is a delicious fizzing sensation as my skin begins to burn. A tension builds within me, harder, stronger.