“Really, this old rag, I have some really pretty ones you’d really like,” she said. She looked down at her bra as did I, her breasts barely show...d behind the cups, I knew they were padded, I loved knowing that and I loved know what size it was. “Have you ever touched a bra or girdle,” she asked in that hushed whisper that gave me the feeling we were sharing a big secret.I shook my head no, “would you like to?” she asked and with her free hand she took my fingers and slide them across the lace.. During the movie there was an erotic scene where the man had the actress up against the wall and was ramming the hell out of her. I noticed that Savannah’s grip tightened on my hand, out of the corner of my eye I could tell that she had her hand down her skirt and was rubbing on herself. I decided not to make a mention of it right then and there. We left the theater about a half hour later, discussing the movie. ‘That movie was really great.’ Savannah said. ‘I’m glad I went to see it. Very. Preposterous! Maisie was a little complicated at the best of times and now this… She felt she really had to wean her away from such a dead-end road. Maisie was very fond of Judy, but now all she said seemed a string of platitudes that were only very counterproductive. They parted on a somewhat strained note, and when they met again everything was ok, but Rob wasn’t mentioned any more. November wore on, and the shops filled with Christmassy stuff – nice food, and decorations, and the radio. "I don't really know." I told her. "I am self taught. I just bought the books and practiced what they told me." How can you not know how good you are?" Rebecca wanted to know. "Surely someone has told you what they think of your playing ability?"I have never played in public, though my mum has heard me playing in my room and she thought I was pretty good. But then a person's mum would say that, wouldn't they. Hey you know what I was like before I met you. I was a loner. I just did not mix, so.