She's responsible for what happened to me. I still churn with anger that she drugged and raped me. I'll never be able to trust her."Hallie looked at h...r partner wistfully "Still, if it hadn't been for her, you and I wouldn't be together." Lane's smart and a good researcher, but I just can't trust her. But I somehow don't want to see her get hurt either," continued Hallie."Well, I know she's still doing her penance."They began to cross The Oval, the large grassy area in the middle of campus.. My train of thoughts were disturbed by my husbands gasping words, and from under the mounds of fat still pinning me down on the leather seating I saw him move behind the man atop of me and release into him, well more his exposed buttocks, my husbands confessed bi-sexuality, now opened opportunities for my own sexual deviancy, which deep down within my own head, new no bounds, for a woman now in her sexual peak, I wanted men and lots of them, I was a 'Cougar', sharpening her claws and little. Oh, the occasional flurry of leave; then returned to being a Whitehouse Widow. I missed Ronald on his assignments; but I was also lonely and fed up to be honest.”She paused with a look of wry bitterness.“Or to speak quite plainly Margot. I became sex-starved!”Iris looks at me boldly,” Tell me Margot, has this life deprived you of sex?”I put down my glass; surprised at her candour. Yet suddenly I felt activated.“Why dam it Iris, Yes It has!” I declared wryly, “ I’ve been badly starved of sex!. We went to sleep in each other's arms totally exhausted. We woke up early in the morning at almost the same time. We smiled at each other.Io said, "Good morning, my love. I am deliciously sore this morning. We need a shower. Come with me and we will wash each other." I stood and pulled her up and into my arms. We had an arm around the other's waist as we walked the few feet into the bathroom across the hall. It took little time to get the temperature right and we got in the big stall together.