They'd just left Teen Pizzazz, when they ran into Myra Reid."Laura, I didn't expect to run into you today, Kitten. Are you and Tammyout shopping toget...er?" Yes Ma'am it's my first time shopping with my Momma, I mean as a girl." Evelyn, oh I didn't notice you. So what do you think of your littlegirl? Isn't she just awesome?" Yes she is Ms Reid. I hope she isn't any trouble at school." No, she's probably the best student we have. And I'm so happy to seethat you're being so open and accepting of. But wait I want to get some practice cuts in first. You know so I can make it perfect. I cut the side of my arm three times horizontally, the second cut was the deepest. For about a minute I was mesmerized by my own blood falling into the sink, nothing else existed at that moment. I was in a trance I didn’t even feel any pain, it was like I was floating away from my body. Drip…Drip…Drip…Drip. Strangely symbolic my dance with death. I had a little to drink at the party and my adrenaline was. I like the way he is watching me, and to be sure I am not doing something I should not. Only those involved in the d/s scene can understand the joy at being controlled so completely. We leave the restaurant and head to another bar that a friend of his owns. Inside he orders me a drink and introduces me to some of his friends who are there, this is the first time I have met any of his friends and this makes me feel wanted and accepted. We play a few games of pool and I switch to a. The bus driver wasn't going to let me ride. I gave him a ten dollar bill and told him that was for me and the next nine people. He looked at me kind of funny, but he was okay with it. When the bus got to Gilman and San Pablo, on the other side of Berkeley, I saw her turning the corner onto San Pablo. in the middle of the street and pointed to the door I heard him say "Have a nice day" or something that people said then, but I think he was glad to get this crazy girl off his bus before something.