I starteddoing all kinds of extra-curricular stuff, joiningclubs and even getting a coveted spot on the Pantherscheerleading squad! I was actually inv...ted; I didn’teven have to try out!***At 30-something, Donna had the maturity and lusciouslines I still lacked. As she lay on my bed, naked to mygaze, I realized she was proud to show off her body tome. And she had a lot to be proud of; she had one ofthose Loni Anderson type bodies, the kind most womendream about, especially if we have to be. Wednesday looks clear from 11:30 till just before 1400." Can we meet for lunch?" Of course. You sound serious." I am. Wednesday after 11:30. How about Beppi's?" Seriously?" Yes. I'll phone them. See you there on Wednesday." Fine."Beppi's is an old, well-known restaurant in Sydney. Only locals realize that they are open for lunch during the week. When my spouse returned with several very expensive tomes I told her what I was doing."You know, it makes sense?" What I'm doing?" Yes, that. But what. "She's close to that stage." What happened?" Don't ask," I reply glumly. She has her own problems. Letting her worry about my crap is the last thing I want."It's Jim, isn't it?"Damn. There isn't a single thing I can hide from her. Somehow, sitting hundreds of miles away, she can always read my mind.I sigh. "Yes." Do you want to talk?" she asks."No. Yes. I-I don't know."Joyce is the only sane thing left in my life. With her, I can lower my walls and be myself. I laugh, cry and snort freely. She. Her jaw dropped and she punched my arm hard. She was about to storm out of the room, but I convinced her to read the comments that were made and to look at the pictures of hard cocks that had been sent from all over the world. The digital camera is the source of desire. The world wide web connects all of us. Any woman can be a dirty little slut in secret and go to church on Sunday morning, or take the dog for a walk, or go to work at an ordinary job, all the time knowing that she has exposed.