I looked up and he was smiling at me, he said, "When I unzip, I want you to reach in and rub my cock through my shorts but don't take it out yet do yo... understand?" “Yes.”“If you like what you feel I want you to put your hands on my ass and rub my crotch on your face, okay"? I'm not an expert on size but I thought he had an unusually large bulge in the front of his pants! When he unzipped, I put my hand on his lump and rubbed it to feel the size. I quickly remembered his instructions and put my. Only a loving man can do that, and I hope that you will be that loving man."Then taking a deep breath, "I've had fantasies about you for years, but I can't tell you that I would or could have the same kind of relationship with you as Hey. My fantasy has always been based on lust. Oh I love you. I love you intensely, and this is hard to admit even to myself, but I know it's not the same kind of love you'll get from Heather."Then with a chuckle, "Mom said all I was interested in was a fuck or. Even before the movie could begin, I’d put hands inside her top and started fondling her. She tried my removing my hand saying at least let the movie begin. And then the movie began, god knows which movie it was. I was there only for fucking Prerna. We slowly started kissing and licking each other all over our faces. I simultaneously started fondling her and she was already horny. I slowly unhooked her bra and went down and started sucking and licking her boobs. Prerna went crazy and slowly. Then – as now – we’d sailed on into Buzzard’s Bay, then west across Long Island Sound to Hell’s Gate. Waiting for a good tide, then – as now – I recalled how we’d motored under a vast parade of jets landing at LaGuardia, and eventually, how we ran the slack tide and slipped into the East River. Then – as now – I’d wanted to stop in New York City, but frankly, the place scared Ruth. And, I realized now, everything scared me. Life, love…all of it, and I was tired of the certainty of all my.