When I was 17, I had lost my virginity to a girlfriend (who will be named C for privacy reasons) whom I didn’t love. I know many people have terribl... experiences with their first time having sex and while mine wasn’t the best, I didn’t regret doing it, I just didn’t feel anything after it was over. I didn’t feel any different than normal after we were done, I didn’t even look at her any differently than I had before. A few months later, after a few more times of having sex and a boring. It didn't take long for both us to hit our climax and I wasn't ready to touch his cum yet so I let of but he continued to jerk me with my cum spilling all over his hand. He kept going for a minute then licked his hand free of all my cum. I could tell he enjoyed my cum, even though he never directly said it. We got finished and got dressed, we headed back to the house. He or especially I felt dirty but yet that feeling came back about almost being caught. It was hard to explain but telling his. “Imagine you're sucking them. I'm begging you, 'harder'.” I bobbed hard onto his dick and released it with a pop. “Harder,” Pop. “Harder,” Pop. “Please Nick suck me harder.” I gave his dick a final pop, locking eyes with him as he let out a labored heave. I began pumping his spit lubricated cock furiously. “I want your tits,” he stammered breathlessly. “You want them?” I teased never breaking my stare. “I—need them,” he said as his voice cracked. “I need to show you. I need your soft hands. I can feel my cock hardening against my panties and his bulge is now clearly visible. we chat for a while then I inch my skirt up so he can have a good look. he returns the favour and I get to see his thick hard cock in a skimpy pair of black lace knickers. the ladyboy on screen is touching her cock and we are now both rock hard. I reach over and cup his balls in his panties, giving them a gentle squeeze and then put my hand over his bulge feeling his hard dick. I feel a squirt of precum leak.