So I say 'you guys wanna finish these drinks and have our next round at the hotel?' They agree and I immediately start getting hard but now it's time...to leave so I focus on anything else to keep it in check and my boxer briefs help keep it not noticeable.We walk into the hotel together and up the elevator to the room. No one says much of anything, just some vague smiles and lost in thought about what was going to happen and how good it was going to feel. In the room I open a bottle of. "I was wondering if you could babysit Molly for the next 4 days. You see Jake, your friend Kevin, my husband, and myself, will be out on vacation but we need her to stay home for school." I listened for a moment taking this all in. "Your mother has already given permission, we just wanted to make sure you would be up to it." "Yea that wont be a problem at all" i said to her excitedly. "Good because you will be spending the next couple of nights there if that is alright." I thought for a. Why are you beating yourself up about it when you know you won’t be able to resist doing it again? The back of my mind, the bit that normally harbours concern, smirked from lascivious depths: I hold a naughty and dirty secret about myself and you don't know what it is.We exchanged many texts during the week, hers at times were sexually very graphic. I sensed her frustration in others as some of my responding texts exposed I had concerns and insecurities to deal with.Later in the week, Jennifer. We were on our way home. I had a soft rock station on the radio and trying to control my foot that kept trying to exceed the speed limit. Robby was in the front seat with me. Brian was cuddled up in the back with Emily. We had been on the road for about a half-hour when I saw Robby pull down the sun visor and open the vanity mirror.I adjusted the rearview mirror, and sure enough, there was Emily with her skirt up around her waist, no pantyhose or shoes on with her panties around her left ankle..