It was at times painful, and as I waited in the security screening line it showed no signs of relaxing. Of course it didn’t help that all I could th...nk was in a few short hours I would be less than hour’s drive from Laurie, the hottest, nastiest, horniest, sex freak I had the pleasure of knowing and who seemed to want nothing more than to spend the weekend with me fulfilling whatever fantasies we could in the time that we had. At least that’s what she’d been saying, and whatever doubts I might. Come on, we've got abusy day ahead."We got a bus to the local shopping mall. On the way they quizzed me about thelast bus journey we had taken together. I told them it was a bet I had withfriends but my story was short on details and unconvincing."It doesn't really matter, you're our toy today. That's if you're good, but ifyou don't do what we tell you...who knows how long this will last."This was Ruth, the brunette, she did most of the talking. Sarah, the tallerblond, just smiled a lot and. We did those things, but it wasn’t the same. I even missed finding the lid up on the toilet seat, though perhaps it was the nostalgia of finding it up I missed rather than the reality. I missed these things even more as my departure drew closer. We made plans. I thought I had done an effective job of keeping any knowledge of Jeff’s existence from my parents. I didn’t want them being surprised by a phone call from America. Email and IM should provide an effective way to contact each other. I. Not just of doing it, but of doing it right, so it would be good for her. The strange thing was that it all seemed rather unpleasant if I wasn't directly relating it to Emelyne. Perhaps this was the proof she needed that it was she and not just her body that I wanted, but it made me worry even more. When it came down to the wire, would I be able to perform?I was anxious to get home, but it seemed that Fate itself conspired against me. Possibly the worst rain and hailstorm I've ever experienced.