The first thing I saw was her cousin standing with my coffee cup by my car. I was nice. I knew he was important to her, her only connection to her for...er life. We had to get along. We looked at each other like the rivals that we were, expressed our mutual admiration and respect for Kana, the princess of heaven. As far as we knew, we were two of the only three people to sample her amazing and unique talents (if you didn’t count the black 12 inch dildo under Kana’s pillow), and the third living. A few times he tries using his fingers, and scares me into asking him to stop. I think I’m over reacting, fighting against my own fears. He is understanding, and doesn't push it. He tells me it’s not a big deal if we don’t go further, that I've done enough. I know that he still wants to try and honestly so do I. I tell myself tonight is the night; I’m going to do it. I’m going to stop being such a baby, and do this. I know that everything else we've done, I have liked. I can’t see myself not. The moment you put in a claim at the benefit office, they are going to ask who the children's father is and they'd be on my back as quick as bleeding lightning." But I wouldn't be putting in a claim for benefits." Look, this is insane. There's no way I'm going to father any children with you. Go and get one of your boyfriends to father a child for you." I don't want anyone else to be the father of my children. I want you. And besides there hasn't ever been any other men in my life ever.". Yet."Our eyes lock and I slide my hands inch by inch up her thighs, feeling the strain of her muscles through her soft skin, her dress, perfectly designed to allow my hands an easy journey. She thinks she's teasing me as she starts to slowly grind on my lap, her hands in my hair as she leans down and brushes her lips to my cheek before whispering in my ear, "I saw you after the party. With that girl. In your pool. I saw your eyes look past her at my windows. I was there, watching you, watching.