. I have to trust again. That is the hardest part. I love you too. I've had my share of experiences to tell me I know what that really means. I've dec...ded to trust you, Trevor. Please don't let me down." I can't imagine ever doing anything to hurt you."I was holding her close to me, almost whispering my words of love between placing light kisses on her cheeks and neck. It was all it could do to quell the feeling of excitement that had built in the pit of my stomach. I was frozen into. "Now,"Brian went on, "may I speak with Miss Ross again? Oh, I notice it wasyour birthday yesterday. I hope you had a happy birthday in spite ofyour loss." Yes, thank you." She wondered what Brian meant. "Here's Emma." Mandyhanded the phone back to Emma."Emma, I'm going to ring the police now to inform them that your fatherseems to be missing. They may know if he has been involved in anaccident or have other information, but I don't want you to worry. Youdon't live with your father anymore, do. Demure bearing...but with concealed lusty glances...i imagine you working as one. perhaps i'd meet you at your office with a delivery and a knowing half smile...which you return as you notice the urgent swelling in my crotch. you'd take me into the stationary cupboard to do a check of supplies. I'd press you against the wall, urgently undo your blouse and bury my nose in your cleavage, running a silvery train with my tongue from nipple to erect nipple. Then, ignoring your protests, a rough hand. A gold necklace from Alisonthat went with the earrings. I had my ears pierced just after New Year.Helen gave me a baby blue full length nylon nightdress with elbow lengthsleeves and broderie anglaise around the front neckline. Her card said"Thought this would be nice to wear when you are in hospital."Then the dreaded day came. Alison and I had spent a lot more timetogether at lunchtimes in desperate attempts to extract ourselves out ofthe nightmare we found ourselves in but it was all to no.