But, I knew almost from the start, that it wasn't going to work. I was working as a foreman on a large spread and I loved it. I've always loved cattle...work and horses and if the pay wasn't that good, being outdoors and sitting on top of a horse made up for a lot. Leeza hated it. The sex kept us together longer than anything. She loved sex, and loved it with me. But in the end, even that wasn't enough to keep her. She got a job in town at a real estate office. After a few months, I knew. He sent me some videos and asked if had experience with sex. I told him some of good stories i had experienced and he wanted to meet me on the following saturday for fun.I hesitated at first but agreed. The rest of the week, I was very excited. I left Saturday morning and said I was going to meet some friends and met Daniel at the mall. He asked me if i wanted to go somewhere more private.We got in his car and I already knew he was headed for a motel. He once again complimented me saying that I. John smiled condescendingly, "Well, seeing that you cooked and everything, " he agreed. They sat down at the table. "Listen John, I've been thinking, " said Jen, "If this was magic and all." she peered at him intently. He was gobbling up the pancakes as though he has not eaten in days. "How are the pancakes?" "Mmmm-mmm," he mumbled inarticulately. Jen smiled. "If this was magic, we could, say, get some occult books and try to figure out how to reverse it. What do you think?" John was. Janis had a two-bedroom condo and she put me in the guest bedroom and said goodnight. I climbed into bed, tossed and turned for a while and then, just as I knew I would, ended up lying on my back and staring up at the ceiling wondering what had gone wrong between Patty and me. To be honest with myself I guess that deep down I knew that this day would eventually come. I had hoped and prayed that it wouldn't, but I knew that it would. Patty was just too wild, too much of a free spirit. I guess.