I wanted to go to the washroom but I took her with me and gave the golden shower on her whole body except her mouth and asked her not to clean herself... I brought her again to the living room.I asked her to lay down on a bench and then lighted a few candles. She didn’t have any idea on what I was going to do with that. After the candles had some molten wax I picked up the candles and started dripping the hot wax on her nipples. She was feeling the heat and pain but couldn’t cry as I had put her. That's about it." "Don't be ashamed," I soothed her. "Why don't you try on the rest of the clothes?" Sonia undressed again, then put on the navy blue skirt, the white blouse with the rhinestones on it, and the white stilettos. Then she turned to me. "Beautiful," I complimented. "You are gorgeous, Sonia. Well, even with the oversized shirts and baggy jeans you wear all the time, you still look beautiful. The students at school are going to be all over you now." Sonia smiled at me, then took. I found my way to the bar, itself and took a seat two stools down from the only other patron there. The barmaid was a pleasant looking lady and she and the other patron seemed to be engaged in conversation about the latest news stories on the TV that was positioned above the bar near the entrance. I ordered a ginger ale and barely got the lay of the land when she came in.WOW….that about sums it up. She lived up to my expectations in many ways…and most certainly when it comes to first. " I said, and in one sense I was. I might hatethat I had to masquerade as a woman, but if I was going to do it then Iwas going to do it right. Down the line getting it right might prove thedifference between life and death.Gerda carefully took me through everything as she had last night,finishing up with my nails."Now you're living here as a woman you really should grow your nailslonger," she said as she applied nail polish to them, "it will make yourhands look more elegant, more feminine.".