I started to feel sweaty and uncomfortable in my cock area so I tried to get up to relieve the pressure, mum whispered into my ear not to leave her ye.... I told her I was uncomfortable and needed to arrange myself to which she said ‘let me sort you out’. I trembled as she opened my belt and jeans and as she pulled them down round my ankles my cock lept out of my boxer shorts right beside her face. She gasped again and asked if I found her that exciting to cuddle. I blushed and told her I loved. As I open the door he pulled me back in tookout his knife and cut the panties out of the skirt. We arrived at about 7.30 at The Outback Steak house. Ifelt so sinful walking in with no panties or bra and askirt so short if I bent over the least bit my assshowed. After dinner we went to all black bar andordered a drink. After a couple drinks he told me wewere going in the back room and shoot some pool. Gawd shoot pool in that skirt. There must have beenfour or five black men in that area. I am. I guess one of us should have called it quits and divorced but frankly her being out more and more just enabled me to spend more and more time on my porn addiction. The incident with my wife really brought it home to me that I was a sissy. Again what is now obvious seemed to be a revelation back then. The fact that there was no pretence between my wife and myself, and the fact that she obviously did not care any more really gave me even more freedom to explore my sexuality.I started wearing. She read it and handed it to Andrew without a word. It read:My dearest Katherine,It was a happy surprise to hear from you after so long and to learn your wonderful news. I am delighted for you and your husband to be and wish you both every happiness.I'm sad to say that your father does not share my feelings. He still feels strongly that you and Nigel sinned grievously and that we were right to 'excommunicate' you. I no longer do. It is better to forgive and to leave the final judgement to God..