I promised her he wouldn't find out. Got that?" She intoned adamantly."Yes, yes. I won't tell a soul, but let's hope the neighbors weren't watching. W...at about you, mom? What did you mean by cravings?" I've been struggling with my feelings." Mother confessed. "Honey, what you did was very powerful for me. I haven't been with a man for a long time. You know I don't like to pick up dates. My four children cause me enough distress. I don't need a man to add to the excitement." She paused and. Up until I was 19 I had never even looked at another women with anything but a fashionable eye and a bitch about her beauty, but a hot and sticky July afternoon was to change that forever. My best friend had invited me to her beach hut where she spent most of her summers to relax and enjoy some sunshine and white wine with a couple of her colleagues from work, I had never been out with this crowd before but very soon was pleased that I did. We spent the first hour just chatting and telling. Every morning, as soon as the clock said "6:00" I was out of there. I needed a walker -I'd finally given up on just using a cane a few months back- but other than that I was ready to go anywhere they'd let me.These days that wasn't very far. Every one of us was here because of medical problems, and the staff fussed over us until I wanted to use the cane on them. In fact, that was one of the reasons I'd fought against the walker so long. I couldn't very well pick a walker up and use it to clear. Thenhe asked me to put my both arms on his shoulders and he kept his hand on myvest. We were so closed, our bodies were touching.I was shivering, as I never been so close to anybody in such atmosphere. I hadnot courage to have direct eye-contact with him. But, I observed that he wascontinuously looking at me. He finally asked me “why you are so blushing?” I replied “Nothing.He was continuously caressing my vest and later slowly moved his hands on mybuttocks and suddenly he pressed my buttocks,.