Armed with my cold beer, I swiveled around so I could lean against the bar, giving my back a break.Scanning the other patrons, it struck me how everyo...e in the bar, besides the smaller man with new back problems and his stocky companion seemed to be there with what I could only assume was their romantic partner."Figures. I can't even go to a bar to help me forget" I whispered to no one in particular. Remembering the reason I was here reignited the ache I felt in my heart, which was slowly. Well, we had nothing but suspicion to go on for now, but we were going to keep our eyes open for further developments.This incident slowed down the trips to NYC for a while, but it never did stop them. On the other hand, there was an increase in business headed on date night to Boston among those who could afford it, so there was little if any net loss in the date scene. Our weekend services were more in demand than ever, and it seemed like Nancy and I would have to take some time in the middle. With the ropes gone, Its time for the real fun to begin. Once my hands and wrists are untied, I have to wiggle a bit to get the blood flowing again, but within moments strong hands lift me from the table and help me to my feet. With help, I walk a few feet before someone tells me to get on my knees. Expecting rough concrete when my knees land on a mattress, I am pleasantly surprised. The mattress shifts with the weight of more occupants, but a firm hand between my shoulders sends my upper body. But if one is not capable of giving birth to child the right of other should not be denied. I could not understand why he left it for me to see. I was bewildered to think any such thing in my life. I started to think. Is it possible? Will any husband really accept it? Why they should not agree when they consent for child from a donor sperm? My mind was thinking all such possibilities. Who can father my child if at all we decide so? In the back ground Shashidhar’s photo flashed in my mind.One.