I take off my shawl exposing myself in just a tank top. I can see your eyes travel down from my eyes to my mouth and to my open neck. As I reach to gr...b some dishes from the table and turn back to the sink, I hear you step behind me and feel your presence behind me. I can feel your heavy breathing on my neck as I start to scrub the dishes. Your hands start to rub my shoulders. Before I know it your pressed up against me behind me. And your hands begin to roam. I moan some words at how good it. We met in a social app. Initially we had some chit chat. Then we started talking issues and we got personal. She asked me whether I had a girlfriend. I said no, in fact I was not used to girls. I studied in a boys school. She was astonished. She asked how am I still a virgin. Then she said about her family. She has a kid. At first she was hesitant to talk to me, she said I was very much young. I was 20 now I am 21. I convinced her we can be friends. Everyday she used to text me and we will have. Plus Sensei could presumably adapt his one-on-one teaching to what I wanted, if I made an issue out of something.Some styles of Aikido had competitions which caught my attention for a second. Not because I wanted the glory of winning - that's definitely not my style - but so I could measure myself against other people. I decided I didn't need to, because Sensei was giving me plenty of feedback about that, and I'd presumably get more during the advanced class next week.I was very puzzled about. He was as cautious as a wounded animal. This madesense because Luke has never been as hurt as he was right then.Fred waited until Luke aarived at the van to ask his son what was wrong.Luke got every milligram of his reserved strength to put up hisstrongest front. Holding back the tears, taking a giant inhale to clearhis nose Luke said in a cold voice "Father I want to go home."Hearing Father hurt Fred. Those words were as sharp as the words Lorisaid earlier to Luke. Those words also cut into.