So my duty was to be there for her. But only if she wanted. Which she didn’t, because she saw me as a rapist. Which I was. Maybe.I rubbed my eyes wi...h my hands. I felt nothing. Well, I felt my phone buzzing in my pockets. More texts from Holly, I didn’t even have to check to know that. It seemed she was taking how things were going just about as well as I was, and needed to lash out. I definitely did, and I did with her. Was that fair? Was I toxic? Maybe we both were. Maybe one of us more than. ’22.’ He grunts. ‘What an age to be. I was 22 not long ago, as you can tell,’ he says, pointing at his grey hairs. Quinn laughs and the other men light up. James gestures towards an empty seat between the four of them and she sits down, feeling more comfortable than before. The others aren’t as bad as James. It helps that they have a sense of humour, too. Takes the creepy edge off. ‘So has he fucked you yet?’ One of them men asks in a thick Indian accent. Quinn shivers at the blunt question.. I could do nothing but accept the arrangements she had made.Brooke and Stephone (Christ, where do they get these stupid stage names from? I'll bet he was John Smith or Fred Bloggs on his birth certificate) moved in a few days later. Surprisingly I found they were very nice people. I had somehow gotten the idea that they would be vain or something but - for the most part - they were very normal. Well, that is until Stephone's fans found out where he was living. Then the shit really did hit the. I think theseed living inside me was to thank for that. Twice a day I would need my fix of Lilu's sperm either orally orrectally, or else I would become violently ill until I got it. Aftertwo days of getting sperm without incident, Lilu stopped me from gettingmy daily dose. She touched my lips then motioned to her asshole. I wasdisgusted at the idea and made a nasty face. She immediately smacked meand I went flying across the room. Tears streamed down my face and Ilay their quietly.