And if anyone in our family ever found out about it, why, I shudder to think of the repercussions, the disgust on their faces. Nobody would understand... I barely understand it myself, and I’m right in the middle, if not the cause, of it.”An expression of such anguish twisted my grandmother’s face just then, and I reached out to touch her shoulder.“No, Robert,” gran said as she shrank from my touch. “Don’t touch me. We can’t go on. I’m so sorry. I’ve led you on and I feel terrible about it. You. ." It's okay. I'm used to it."I sighed. "I don't want you to be USED to it, Kate. You're not my mistress. You're not just a convenient toy for me to play with whenever I want and ignore the rest of the time. I want you to be a girlfriend with hopes and desires of your own. You need to know what you want and be willing to take action to get it."She shrugged. "But you know what's best for me anyways. Can't I just trust that about you?" Relationships go both ways, Kate. If you just lay back and. We are about to start on lesson two! You're going to use yourtongue this time, along with one of these!"She handed me a small piece of what looked like plastic wrap andsmiled when I looked up at her, a bit puzzled."That's a dental dam, sweetie, just hold it right up against mypussy with your fingers and get busy with your tongue! Watchwhere those fingernails go, though!"I began licking her and was rewarded once again with her purringmoans that began growing louder as I licked. She also. She laughed and shoved my shoulder, and said “shut up”. I said “whatever, you know you love me”. She pulled me close and said “yeah whatever”. And then she pressed her lips up against the back of my ear and kissed it. I got goose bumps on my arm and the back of my neck; suddenly I was very aware of exactly how naked I was under my t-shirt. My mind wandered a little bit, I knew Nicky was bisexual and that her boyfriend Ben and she did the swinger thing sometimes. She always made little.