The thing that first struck me about the contract when I took it on was that was that all the staff in the office were young attractive girls,I had to...deal with these girls on a regular basis when briefed about the work, and it sure was a pleasant experience.One day I got a email form Holly to meet her at the office.I arrived at the time requested,Holly was late 40's or so and about 5ft 3'', a tad on the large size but shapely with it. She had a platinum hair , cut in a short French Bob style,. A police car went past us and didn't stop, sowe're obviously not breaking any laws :-). As we headed for Sainsbury'sI was by now starting to look at people. There were a lot of amusedsmiles especially from younger women. I noticed older men and womendidn't seem as amused. Amazingly a lot of people actually didn't seemto notice us?!We passed a policemen walking on the street and entered Sainsbury's. Inoticed the security guard kept a pretty close eye on us. As we walkedin to Sainsbury's a guy. )She- Ar ki hobe sob ses.( Nothing gonna happen, everything is just finished)And suddenly my right elbow by mistake touched her boobs. Uff ….. the soft feeling …. But she showed no reaction. I kept my hand there knowingly. Suddenly I thought my hard on was may be by seeing her. And I decided let’s try to convince her for a fuck. Thinking that, I slowly started rubbing my elbow on her soft boobs. There was no reaction from her side. But she had stopped crying. I with some courage grabbed her. I wish I didn't hate myself. Sunday, February 13, 2000Woken up by another bj. It actually got me turned on this morning which was kind of frustrating because I basically wore out Kendal's batteries last night trying to fall asleep so there wasn't much left. They never did do it last night so about 12:30 I just did it myself imagining all those things that I said I hated imagining. Finish Dad's sweater. I can't really afford wool to start a new one and I don't exactly need any more sweaters.