.. The guy on my left spoke up.'hi sugga... ain’t never seen you in here ‘fore'I gathered what few wits I had.'no, first time I have been in here,...first time I have been into this bar... I mean, I am not from round here, I am here attending a conference, I am here because of work...'I knew I was babbling, making little sense, my mouth running ninety to the dozen. Every nerve in my body screaming at me. A mature, professional woman lost in mad, stupid, incoherent rambling. My emotions, my. Mom does go out but she keeps it pretty low key. I got tired of playing X-Box and thought I would snoop around my moms room. I was hoping to find a pair of her dirty panties thaat I could use to jerk off with. I went thru her closet and was going thru her dresser when in the very back of her panty drawer I found several DVDs, about fifteen. I took them back to my room and put the first one in my laptop. It was my mom and dad, maybe when they first got married. Mom was talking and being. "When Gail arrived at the hardware store to pick up Howard, she walked around the front of her truck to let Howard drive them to his room above the garage at Frank's house. Before she could complete her trip around the truck, Howard stopped her."Wow, I should take you on a parade up and down the main street of town. You are one beautiful woman in that dress. Oh—oh—oh even high heel shoes. Did I ever tell you how much I like high heels? Dang, you have gorgeous legs." Howard stood looking at. ”He left my place that day and I never saw him again. Not even in passing. It broke my heart to see him hurt so much but the truth was I didn’t love him. I never had and should have told him sooner. Mark was about to feel my wrath.***My self-destruction had started. I drank every night while working. I tried my best not to go home. Most nights I stayed at Rick’s. He had come back down to West Palm for the Fall and Winter months. Unfortunately, his oldest daughter had moved to Fort.