After awhile he gets off off and grabs my hips, bring me onto of him and rams my pussy down onto his slick wet dick. "Alright, now give me a show, bab...." He commands.This means that I has to put my hands behind my head, or behind my back to rub his balls as I bounce up and down on his dick. I have to do it vigorously because he wants to see my tits bounce around wildly. Occasionally he brings his hands up and grabs my tits or slaps them around gently. It's so exhausting doing this for as long. Letty in particular seemed desperate to know that someone cared for her. She was always touching someone, usually Jason as we ate breakfast in silence. No one wanted to be the first to speak. After the depressing breakfast, we scattered to think more.I spent the rest of the weekend with Ashley. This was not a time of endless sex, but a series of sessions where we touched and talked. Ashley poured out her dreams and fears as I tried to comfort her and convince her that we could work things out.. I told him to kiss it.He just knelt there giving me a totally confused look. To expedite things I grabbed the back of his head and pulled his lips into me. Itold him in what I assumed was a commanding voice to kiss it. He did and he licked me to a super hard super quick orgasm.As soon as my thighs stopped quivering, I pushed him away and grabbed his hand and took him behind his bar. I turned him around, pulled open his jeans and took him into my mouth. He smelt nice, was circumcised and I took. In fact, the more I screamed, the harder she was going to fuck me. I told her that I understood the implications. She asked me if I could take this and still love her afterwards. She asked if I could deal with both the emotional as well as the physical aspects of the fucked by a girl.She told me that she was going to totally break me. She was going to fuck me like I had never been fuck before. That it was going to be a truly "fucked" that would leave me a hollow shell. She promised to love me.