But maybe I hadn’t thought through how open I could stand to be with someone. I mean, Ted and I never spoke like this. I’d never quite had such su...tained intimate talk with anyone about anything so-- well, intimate. I mean, touching so intimately upon me. “Now then,” Matthew began, “we need a schedule. We start with the little plug of course. Your ass training should begin tonight.” “Oh, but today’s been so busy--” I began. “Busy with what?” he asked. “Shopping for butt toys? Aren’t you eager. "You had me naked and in your arms all last night. No real hesitation at anything with me. Yet now, as you try to get dressed and see me dressed, you stop. Why?"I looked up and met her eyes. Shrugging I tried to answer, "I suppose it's the tease you give off when you're dressed." Oh," she said smiling. "And how much of a tease do you think I am?"That was one of those loaded questions that had no correct answer. If I said she was too much of a tease, she would take something off. If I said she. As my agent, he knew that it would bethe right move for my career, and he didn't seem to be worried about thesecret getting out."Paul was a special case," Dad said. I could only frown at him because Iknew that was true. The only reason Paul had recognized me was because Iwas the only friend he'd ever truly had. Even Ethan, whom I'd known muchlonger than Paul, hadn't recognized me."Fine," I said resignedly. I wasn't exactly happy about it, but I knew Ididn't have a choice anymore. There were. "My parents might be happy for another grandchild," I said referring tothe only parents I have known "They don't get to see Arnie's (my olderbrothers) kid, he's only brought him around once then he left over somestupid argument." First they are not your parents, they're mine, you only exist to sayhello and to ask them about me and my bro's, you help them at Sudso whenthey do their shopping. If you start hanging around them it will drawsuspicion, I know in what was your heart they don't want to.