I was beginning to think that I should move on and consider it a short fling.While I was struggling with my emotions, desires, and situation. I was no... able to concentrate on my work either.It was a this Sunday; everyone was sitting and playing with the baby while I was sitting thinking about all this. I guess Rishi noticed, asked me to make some tea for him. I went to kitchen reluctantly. He excused himself and came to the kitchen for some water.He came behind me and smelled my neck and slowly. He runs the show. Gee, thanks, would you? Kimberly couldnt believe her luck, she could fulfill a lifetime dream of joining a circus. Cynthia disappeared, then returned a few minutes later with an older man, obviously her father. Hello young lady, he said, tipping his top hat to her. My daughter tells me that youre interested in performing with us tonight. How long have you been thinking of this? As long a I can remember, mister… Kimberly paused, not knowing his name. Renaldo, of Renaldos. "I leave home every morning an hour before school and run the whole way, then take a shower when I get here so I don't smell all day." Wow, Scott," I said, pulling the key out I had officially borrowed from Higgs and opened the door to the room. "Sounds like everything has turned out okay for you." Shit," he said modestly before saying it again when he saw the painting of Joey, Suzi, myself, and the twins in their blue "virginity" dresses."Wow... Is this like... your room or something?" Scott. Caleb and I greased all of the axles of the wagons and touched them up with tar where they needed it.We were to leave on Wednesday, so I went hunting again the day before we left. I brought back another deer.March 22, 1845Captain Smith wanted to get an early start on Wednesday, March 22, 1845, but it wasn't to be. Our wagons and animals were ready to go when Captain Smith was, but I don't think some of the people going with us had ever seen a team of mules or oxen before, let alone harnessed.