I introduced Charity as my slave mom. I liked that term that Stacy used, and Master Thorne didn’t question it.“Well, Matt, you know there is no sh...me in asking for help. We are a community. I can see you are struggling here and I’d like to help because this is quite frankly, painful to watch.”I stood up and asked him to show me how to punish Charity.“No, I am NOT going to do that,” he said. “I did that earlier, and you and she didn’t learn a damned thing from that. Why would I repeat the same. Remember, I wasn’t exclusive to either of them so it ended up as a mishmash of emotions.Side story- One time Cee drove up to a northern city to meet up with an old friend of hers. Turns out it was a friend that she kinda had a crush on and they actually had sex while up there. I know, shocker right. When she came back, I invited her over, and of course one thing led to another, alcohol might have been involved, I wound up holding her down, slowly fucking her and forcing her to tell me exactly. In the house I told her to tell me about her trip. She said well do you really want to hear about it? I said well I think I do. She said well being that you sent me off for a week with no panties or bra I had a feeling you where ready for me to play. Oh there's that mixture of jealous and list boiling up inside me. I know my face must have flushed because my wife said honey are you OK? She said let's get a drink and ho set out side on the deck and I'll tell you all about it. I mixed us up a. There is something plastic about doing it in a titty bar. It's their job and while they do smile a lot there is no real enthusiasm. To them it is just another, "Ho hum, I'll just wave my tits in his face and he'll tuck a bill in my waist band" and then they are off to another table. Even the table dances are sexless as far as the dancers are concerned. Granted, they turn on the guys, but the dancer is just going through the motions to get her twenty bucks and then it's on to the next guy for.