Then she trained me to identify erotic excitement with the more feminine side of my personality.Whenever I got out of line mother would remind me she'... never wanted a son. She was hoping for a girl and was disappointed that I turned out to be a boy."Why couldn't you have been a girl?" she'd ask. "I don't like boys. They're too rough and aggressive. I should have put you up for adoption the day you were born." Then she'd become cold and distant. She'd threaten to abandon me or put me in an. A node ... l-lines of energy converge, a-and the Rite taps it, the pendant focuses it..."Melissa smiled. "And where is this book?" I don't know."Her smiled faded. Her hand curled around the pendant. "Don't lie to me. Where is the book?" I don't know!" Debby cried, another tear wetting her face. "I really don't know! I was never told! Please ... please believe me... I don't know ... my mother knew but she never told me before she passed away..."Melissa felt frustrated. She didn't want to have to. One day Geetha’s mother came over & told my mother that Geetha was getting married next month amd would stop working after. Panic set in, I would not get to see her anymore. Still there was little that I could do, with my folks around, and me being a little shy. But after that news I started hovering around her more, going into the kitchen with some excuse, asking her for a glass of water, etc. Then it happened one day. My folks were away to work, I was home early due to a strike at college. Lo. We both were talking for a long time about the college, hostel and friends over there etc. It was 12am.Me: Hey sis how is you’re studies going on?Kani: Hmm good bro.Me: So any affairs, did any one proposed my cute sister.Kani: No bro, no affairs, if i love anyone i will say to you first. Two guys proposed me & i rejected.Me: Why sister?Kani: Am not interested in love bro.Me: We were closer in bed.Kani: So do you love anyone bro?Me: No sister i don’t love anyone, i love my family & i love my.