So my newest sissy items i ordered had arived so i decide to get real high and get real dirty and i wanted to make myself feel really pathetic and hum...liated so i dicided to go to the local store and after looking around i spoted the sexy blonde working and picked up a pair of sexy hold ups and some hot pink lipstick and feeling so ashamed but so excited i asked her what hair removal cream should i use to remove all my body hair the look on her face made me want to run out and wish i just. He said cool and the sex topic came up. I told him i dont know when i will be ready. He said ok. I told him i had to go cause i was getting tired. As i was laying down on my bed my mom told me that she had to leave for couple of hours. I said ok but can you make sure im locked in please. I qickly fell asleep after she left.The next morning i woke up got dressed and went to the kitchen to make a bowl of cereal. When i got to the table i saw a box whith my name on it along with a note. I opened. Now, let me say, I don't get hard looking at other men and are not attracted to other men. I don't want to kiss another man fuck another man or suck a man tits, but sucking a cock turns me on. Would I be any good at it, could I go through with it, who would I suck and how would I go about it. So I reached out to a few guys on xhamster to find a cock for me.So I hit up Donny, great looking cock, shaved, nice balls, nice built, although his built was a plus I just wanted a cock to suck. We. She also said her mother leads others to think that she is in a relationship with me. But she never sensed we were, as she could just tell by my actions vs. her mothers. I told her that it has been a problem, but I have told her mother many times that would not happen. As we talked she crossed her legs under her butt on the bar stool at the counter. When she did that I glanced down between her legs, as any man would do, and noticed a very sexy outline of her pussy against her shorts. I don’t.