My cock is a modest 6.5 inches, 7 on a good day. Just putting it out there now, I'm not gay. I am very much attracted to women. I wouldn't even say I'... bi. Like at all. I don't find any man "attractive." The only thing I like about men is their cocks. The idea of a cock in my mouth and/or ass, or mine in theirs turns me on to no end. Other than that, guys do absolutely nothing for me. Call it what you want, but if I don't find a man sexually attractive, that doesn't necessarily make me gay or. I wish Cypress would have taken me on a nice picnic. Just once. I decide to get this over with, and stalk over to Mickey, fingering the knife in my pocket. It’s just a butter knife – no good for slashing his throat. But one fatal stab, perhaps. ‘Look at you,’ he says, looking up at me from his knees. ‘You look happy.’ I can only smile back, ‘I am happy,’ before I stab him in the eye. He doesn’t even look surprised as he falls back, the ugly blood spoiling the pretty quilted blanket. . I knew that we were never going to be an “Official Couple” or anything, but I knew this relationship would last for a long time. I’m in love, I told myself, Mrs. Sparks is the love of my life! I couldn’t keep her out of my thoughts the whole drive home, I didn’t know what I was going to do this weekend, and all I could think about was Mrs. Sparks. Her eyes were so seductive, that was my favorite thing about her. When she looked at you, you could tell her exact disposition. Maybe it was just me;. If you weren’t the way you are, I wouldn’t be able to be as creative as I’d like to be. Besides, I don’t want a doormat and I don’t want a woman who gives of herself too willingly.” “What you want?” I asked. “Never once did you ask me what I want.” A devilish grin broke out on his face. “I know that you want to find out what this is all about,” he said. Damn. He was right, and he was intelligent, well-mannered, and gorgeous, too. “Tell you what,” he said. “Go home and start reading the book..